Granada, Nicaragua, august 1st 2009
At every border the officials ask the same question, ´how long are you going to stay in our country?´. Most of the time you then get a standard visa for a month. Honduras was exceptional, I only got three days to cross the country, even the maximum stay for the bike is stamped with a special stamp in my passport due to the so called environmental problems (oil on and under my bike, all for a reason to get a bribe). So it was when I entered Nicaragua, when the customs official asked how long, I vividly remember me answering 4 days. Right now I am here for 4 months. Altough I´ve written a lot about my adventures here, I didn´t write a lot about the personal, private things mostly because they are so close and too fresh.
So what makes it so difficult to leave? Going alone on the road again, leaving the known behind, a probably difficult border crossing ahead (Nicaragua-Costa Rica, estimated time to pass through 2,5 to 4 hours)? In the 4 months I´ve been here, I have been very fortunate to experience an almost normal life in a third world country. Had a girlfriend, paid for financial problems, birthday celebrations, hospital visits, mournings, almost daily hassle of power and water interruptions (up to 8 hours in daytime), paid for school obligations, sponsored a girl in school competition, co paid for the hospital entry of the newly born of the police captain, corruption, bureaucracy, and the joys of life such as the many parties ´fiestas´ (the poorer a country the more fiestas?). I could do that by living very cheap. I stayed for a long time on Wayne´s couch but now I stay in a mini house near the old fortress annex church annex cloister San Francisco built by the great ruler Franciso de Cordoba 1524 (he made Granada the capital of whole Central America), cook myself or the family takes care of that. It doesn´t take much to do good in a country where the average monthly wage is about USD 150 and a day´s pay is about USD 2,5 (that´s for 10 hours). But my budget is not endless and my visa expires and can´t be prolonged. It´s time for a new chapter, so I have to turn the page. That´s difficult because so far several people could count on me and that ends for the time being. They are sad by my leaving for several reasons but I have to go. I reckon my budget will carry me two, max three months of travelling further. That all depends on what´s ahead. The answer lies in God, health, budget and my bike Betsy. So here I am, turn the page for another chapter. Thanks to Bob Seger:
´On a long and lonesome highway, you can listen to the engine moaning out its one lone song, you can think about woman, or the girl you knew the night before. But your thoughts will soon be wandering, the way they always do. Say, here I am, on the road again. There I go, turn the page´.
These days I make my arrangements to go ahead!